Good evening everybody! Well, it's a night at saturday which people call uhmm.... saturday night. Yeah, some people or couple will go out at their own saturday night. But not for me. I don't know why, either my boyfriend doesn't like to go out at saturday night, or i'm to boring to meet with "the crowded"of Jakarta. I just want to lay here, do something lazy at my room, and forget about the assignment and the others task! :(
Honestly, i miss my boyfie. I just want him to be here right now and do nothing with me, just the two of us and nobody else. I miss our time together, yeah since 2 weeks ago we not meet after my birthday and he gave me a birthday present :"""(
I know and i have to understand the position of me and my boyfie isn't easy. I'm busy with all my colleague stuffs, and so is he. He keep busy with his working stuffs, and his hobby, and sometimes his routinites killing me. I don't wanna be fake girlfriend who always try to be good and never complain, because of i care of our relationship and want to make it better, i often tell this problem to my boyfie.
Sometimes.... I feel like, nothing can i do, i just can do complaining over an over instead of making it better :"( And after that i always feel guilty to make my boyfie confuse with all of my "complain". But i know, he never blame on me and always give me an understanding that "We're an adult couple, so we have to understand and walk on our relationship like an adult.. not like a child. We don't need to communicate 24hours a day, we just need to put our believe and faithfulness for each other, that's all". Ya, I understand... really :"") I just cannot accept this situation sometimes hehe. Oh i hate my self.
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